Let God Keep you lifted up!!  / Melody "Mama" Sanders (mother)
Well another year rolls around for the day we all hate to remember. We are humans and we will remember the good & bad tines. Mama misses you so much.
I tried to cover my feelings up and I don't know if that helped or not. I kinda stayed to myself when we were around friends and church family I just wanted to be alone.
I did not go to church Sunday was not feeling good but the honest truth was all I could think about was you and what happened. How I would have given anything to give you 1 last hug or I love you. There are things that has be dealt with here and I'm not ready to deal with them. Don't know if I ever will. You are one special child. God could have picked anyone else but instead he picked a beautiful flower you " my Janea."
I love and really miss you and I will until the day we meet again. As life goes on here I make it the best way I can that is through Jesus Christ himself.
I have realized there is no one on this earth that you can really talk to who truley understand. My God is my best friend.
I think it just hit harder this year it could be because you have grandmother Harper with you. The last days I spent with her we laughed cried cried tears of joy. One thing I remember talking about there was no one who could cook a egg for you like Grandaddy Harper did. His special touch did the trick everytime. I know Grandmother Harper and you are keeping Grandaddy Harper and billy straight...lol.
As much as I miss you I could never ask for you to be brought into this world. I can't imagine how it is there singing and dancing with the Angels. Trust me there will be a day when we meet again. When it is God's will it will be in God's time.


There are some things that are going on and instead of people trying to find out the truth they just want to blame someone else for what is going on in there life. I am dealing with it through prayer. I have done every Christian thing I know to do I said I'm sorry but then the grown-ups still want to make things worse for the others involved.
Baby there is one thing that hurts me I know it is not true but if I knew who said it I would love to go and get it straightened out. Your brother Ryan is all boy and he is no Angel I have never said he doesn't do any wrong. I feel like I stay on to him to much. He or any child only sees and hears that is how they learn. But for someone to tell me this person to her that someone who likes me and loves me says I let Ryan run all over me and I get onto their kids hard is just not adding up. Mama is leaving this due to really just not feeling like dealing with the 9th 10th and 11th.
I love you pumkin Mama
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Easter / Mama (mother)

Happy Easter,

Today is the day to celebrate that Jesus has Risen. I can rest at peace knowing you are with my Lord and Savior.

However you will soon have been 19 years old, which it is hard to believe.

I guess you would be hiding the Easter eggs this year. Then helping the little ones find them.

I love you and I miss you dearly. I know you are in a better place, I will join you as soon as it is my time.

I love you, Mama 

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I miss you  / Mama

Well tomorrow will be 14 years since you left us. It just seems harder this year. I don't really know why. I miss you so much, but mama knows you are in the perfect place.

You have so many loved ones there with you, you have grandaddy Harper and now Billy, they both loved you. Bigmama always wanted another baby, and when she passed on my birthday I told her I was pregnant, I'm not sure if she heard me or not. Papa is there, you know Papa could always fix those bycicles. Your cousin Mitch is there with you, and so many more. Baby you know how much Mama loved and still loves you.

I wish you could have met your brother Ryan and your neices, you would have probally spoiled them worse than they are.

I try to imagine how you would be if you were here and 18, and I just can't do it. You were such a sweet lil girl and I loved you and everything you came up with. You were so cute.

Just to let you know you are missed by many people, but I know you are safe in the arms of Jesus.

I love you darling,

Mama

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On Your Angelversary Janea  / Jenny Tavendale Mum To Ross

 

Like an eternal flame your memory will live forever in the hearts of all those wholove and miss you so much Janea, thinking of your family at this difficult time God Bless

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IN MY PRAYERS  / JOYCE BAILEY WIFE TO RAY (ANGEL FRIEND )

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Remembering Tiffany  / Carol Pizzi (Angel Debbie's Mom )

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Thinking of you Tiffany Janea.  / Beverly Brown (Thomas Allen) (Visitor)

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HAPPY FATHER'S DAY  / Debbie Wengert Kevin's Mom

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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY  / Beth Dickerson (JIMMY'S MOM )

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Happy Birthday  / Mama

Happy 17th Birthday  

Janea', Mama Loves you

 and misses you very 

much!!

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Happy Birthday Tiffany  / Beth Dickerson (Jimmy's Mom )
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Happy Birthday  / Mama (mother)
I really miss you, when times like this rolls around it  is very hard. I seem to try to shut everyone out. I stayed in bed all day Tuesday. I miss you so much. One of the reasons I miss you is because of sissy Jana's wedding. I know you would have been in it. And I know she would be very proud. You know you will be watching over Sissy and Stoney as they join as one.  I know you will be Happy for them. Mama is very happy for them. Even though I have to give up my baby girl, so I will just gain a son instead. So please keep them safe on their honeymoon and their wedding, if you are there let them know, in your on special way. Ryan wants to be in the wedding , but he is wishy washy , whisper in his ear to let go and do it. I know you are a Angel and can talk him into it, Jana has done so much for him and this is one time he can repay her back. Let him know  you will be right beside  him and hold his hand. I am Happy for her, but then again she is my baby girl, but I will be alright. Bubba is giving her away, that is the part I don't know if I can handle . They are so close. Help her get it all together and I want to be part of it as much as possible. This is a special day for her, she has been waiting for this along time.

This has been a hard month for me, but of course I try to hide it. I went to the grave site not long ago and your buttercups looked so pretty. You would be 17 this year, it seems like yesterday. I try not to   focus on it, I just have this pain in my heart that won't go away. I am ready to see you again, when it is my time to go. We are having a singing at the church on the 21st this month to raise money for Miss Mary and her daughter. Latonya is going to sing Holy Ground for me and I know you will be all around us.

Well my love, You will live in my heart forever and ever.
I love you with all my heart, Mama Close

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Mama Loves you!!!


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EASTER B;LESSING  / BETH DICKERSON (JIMMYS MOM )
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An Easter wish  / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans

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Happy St. Patrick's Day Tiffany and family  / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TIFFANY  / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )

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A valentine for an angel  / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans
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